This is the hardest Post I think I will ever write

As usual been MIA loads of reasons to say the least the most important one is that my best friend, husband , lover has died….He died on November 29th

of cardiac arrest but labs  which where drawn and triple checked showed he had acute Leukemia… So I have been trying for my kids and grandkids to go on,,Its hard and anyone that has lost their soulmate knows this….

I am grateful for the outpouring of love I have received from friends I had but really didn’t know and also strangers that read about my loss through friends..

I will leave this Blog open since someone very wise told me not to make any drastic changes for a while… But you wont see me write  here for a while at least…anyone wants to add me on facebook I am there ..

https://www.facebook.com/birgitk2

.Hugs to all…. May your Christmas be Bright…..

Love Birgit

Dietmar I miss your smile your warmth your endless love and care for me…

Always in my heart

Birgit

Well seems like I got lost in real life for a long time….

Hello Everyone… Yes I am still here…. real life  had me really busy for a while

and of course sometimes you really don’t know what your going to post…But over all I am good… Enjoy my Allison  who will turn 2 in November and of course big sister Abby who will turn 7 also in November.. been busy the last few months with a large loom order but now that’s done  and shipped…

My mom is doing soso  but not as good as last year.. I try and enjoy her every day even though sometimes its hard to realize the parent you had is going.

But being  here with kids and grandkids makes me feel better about everything.. I received a Kindle Fire from hubby in July….YEA… and now that my looming is done except  the things I enjoy I can really get into reading again. I have missed my reading…Loads of Legal free books out there to download if you know where to look.

Currently I am thinking of what to make next just for fun either by looming or crochet… not sure yet…. I will think of something I am sure.

Allison on daddy;s tractor last week… She loves animals….sits right still when I show her pictures of cows and horses..

Here is Abby and her cousin on Abby’s Kindergarten graduation day… she is doing well in first grade and seems to enjoy school too…. lets hope it stays that way…..

for now I will close and try to post when I can  and also when I have something to say…

Enjoy this wonderful Fall weather we are having…

Hugs Mausie